The Scene: Beth was "nursing" her baby with a blanket draped over her baby and chest.
me: "Beth, why are you covering with a blanket?"
beth: "So I don't ruin anyone."
me: "Ruin anyone?! How would you ruin them?"
beth: "I mean, destroy anyone. So I don't destroy them."
beth: "Um. Distract. So I don't distract anyone."
I'm restless. Aching for God. I'm getting better at sitting still for awhile, but my mind is constantly moving, seeking God's will, and yearning for completeness in Him. I succeed and fail every day, but in His infinite goodness He still loves me. And He loves you too! Only in Him will we find our peace.